Thursday, October 29, 2009

Slow Death

pain pain pain
it hurts so bad
i feel like vomiting all the time
and my head spins and spins and slams
my chest aches and stings
my legs can't carry me
my hand trembles
and my voice shakes
i truly cannot breathe
i choke on air
it hurts so bad
pain pain pain

it hurts deep....so deep..
it hurts inside and out
your words are like bullet wounds
i am taken down each time
but at least i see you and it's me you shoot
it's me you gaze upon and it's me that you are angry at
it hurts deep....so deep..

you are dying and so am i
i know that for a fact
i can give up on me but i can't give up on you
you are more important to me
don't ask why for its meant to be
i loved you every second
and i will love you every second more
my shallow words don't mean anything
they are like pebbles thrown at a mountain
but i wont stop for...
you are dying and so am i

this is not therapy
this is a plea
please please please
don't let go of me
i can never hate you
i am only begging you
stab me and stab me
i hurt i bleed i scar
take me take me take me
this is not therapy

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